the thing is, i still picture you beside me.

if you are alone, make sure you're not lonely...
cause if you are, i blame my self.


happy birthday to you who gave light to my life once upon a time long ago.
im sorry for switching off the light and went away, left you in the dark.
have a nice life with someone who can light up your life forever. the one you deserve.

i cant say it out loud. because i know it will let you down later. so im wishing you from afar, hoping you're not knowing. but at the same time, hoping you can sense and feel that someone still remember your day, and celebrating it silently.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU!